Two Unicorns, Dolly the Dolphin and Mrs Pac-Man!

So when I first got my diagnosis my fabulous friend Teens told me about the power of visualisation.

Teens has Dolly the Dolphin who swims around her veins eating up any infected cells helping her to feel better whenever she’s poorly.  She had heard of a boy with cancer who played a video game every morning shooting up the cancer cells who had great results alongside his treatment 🙂

Now I am a huge believer in the power of positive thought but not a lover of guns!  I gave it a little thought and decide upon a unicorn who would gallop around my veins bursting the cancer cells like bubbles with his horn.  I know this isn’t everyone’s thing but I’m not apologising for it because I really believe this is helping!

That night when I went to bed I began visualising my unicorn galloping around my body, frolicking around bursting any cells floating around in my blood stream with his horn after only a couple of minutes Dolly the Dolphin swam past on her way to my liver to munch on the tumours there, doing her bit to help out, amazing!  But it didn’t end there.  Our old white cat Ziggy who is sadly no-longer with us appeared next, she was lying on a bridge over the stream that is my blood in my visualisation.  When she was with us, she would lie on the sofa and if Dude (the dog) or Munch (the cat) walked past she would bat them on the head, just because she could.  If she wasn’t doing that, she was sunbathing.  So here she is, lying on the bridge in the sunshine and every time a cancer cell drifted by she would bat it just like she used to with the boys!

Remember, I only created the unicorn for my visualisation, the others just joined in!

The next time, my sprit guide (according to a FB quiz so it must be real) is a white wolf and he had joined in the party tearing chunks out of the tumour in my breast and then moving onto the tumours in my liver.  I told my little sister Bryony about this and she said that she could see Mrs Pac-Man munching her way around my body… next time, there she is minding her own business munching along.

Last weekend my gorgeous friend Gabs came to visit, I told her all about my visualisation and last week I received this beautiful charm bracelet to help with the fight!  Another unicorn, turns out, he’s a she and they are in love <3.

I had been asking a lot of my team, they were starting to look tired and I promised them reinforcements with the chemo yesterday but I could not have imagined how the visualisation was going to go last night…

As I said yesterday, they injected the chemicals one at a time.  In my visualisation, as the first drug went in a team of horses came galloping into my veins, with the second, their knights and with the third their lances.  The reinforcements have definitely arrived.  They do however behave just like chemo hunting down any fast moving object they can find… not just cancer cells.  Then the most amazing thing happened.  The unicorns herded the knights to my liver and breast to concentrate their battle where it was most needed… awesome!

Today I have felt pretty good, I’m still taking the anti-sickness drugs (prevention is easier than cure) just a little nap this afternoon….

I’m really looking forward to seeing my big sister Booie tomorrow 🙂 and Dad and Chris.  I am surrounded by love and all your kind messages of encouragement and support are what is making me cope so well – I know it – Thank You

Talk to you soon

Lots of love Mand xxx